Love

Essay text:

It bubbles slowly through my veins Cooking, boiling reaching the point The point where nothing else matters Except for this urge to destroy My eyes are open but all I see Is covered with little black spots I can hear but there is a constant ringing The urge is still upon me My calloused hands wringing Twisting, gripping then letting go Not wanting to hurt you Yet there is an urge to grab you by your neck If these hands grabbed you now They would choke and not let go Twist and snap your spine in two The urge still has not left me My heart is beating like a trip hammer My mind is pleading to let it be Tears flowing trying to control For the urge is upon me I thank you lord for the courage to withdraw For giving me the control For without it, all control would be lost And my love would now be DEAD The urge to destroy It bubbles slowly through my veins Cooking, boiling reaching the point The point where nothing else matters Except for this urge to destroy My eyes are open but all I see Is covered with little black spots I can hear but there is a constant ringing The urge is still upon me My calloused hands wringing Twisting, gripping then letting go Not wanting to hurt you Yet there is an urge to grab you by your neck If these hands grabbed you now They would choke and not let go Twist and snap your spine in two The urge still has not left me My heart is beating like a trip hammer My mind is pleading to let it be Tears flowing trying to control For the urge is upon me I thank you lord for the courage to withdraw For giving me the control For without it, all control would be lost And my love would now be DEAD